So much excitement for the upcoming Pacquiao-Marquez bout. I’ve been waiting years for this.
For the first time, i experienced how it feels to be like passing out, when everything else seems to drift away. I could not stare at any thing for too long because darkness seems to engulf me. I have to take a break. My heart is upbeat. My body cold. I can feel the chill. I felt numbness somewhere. I struggle to take control of myself and never lose my focus. Something has to be done. I felt so uneasy. The nurse is out. I left my health card somewhere in my other bag. The MakatiMed is just some steps away but i wasn’t sure i could finish those steps. Inhale, exhale. I needed a warmer place but the sleeping quarter is crowded and the aircon was on. I didn’t want to be alone. It makes me feel more sick. I was like that for an hour or so until i was able to convince myself that what i am feeling is the effect of sniffing those tiny little balls called napthalene. It made me feel better though. It was so weird. I felt the sudden scare of death. Is it really as easy as that? Yahooo!
